Dawn Loves Buttercups

In the early days of the New Year 1994, I was at home recovering from major surgery, and I recall it was a Sunday when I woke up crying tears of joy (but also feeling so bereft). I had woken from a dream that seemed so very real, where I almost felt as if I was bathed and totally immersed in love. I mean complete love in all its forms, unconditional love, healing love, mother/father love, sibling love, friend love and sexual love. I just do not have words to explain how this beautiful being who came to me in this dream made me feel complete, healed, whole and totally accepted by the divine, but it was a dream I never forgot and was devastated that this being had left my side. This person I decided in my mind must be an Angel, although I had not yet begun my spiritual journey (in fact I was so anti everything believing it all to be hocus-pocus and not even worth a second thought). Except I could not get this feeling of all encompassing love out of my mind and soul, it just felt so amazing.

Despite trying lucid dreaming, (the practice of recalling your dream and trying to re-enter it to “continue where you left off”), it didn’t work and I could not recapture it. It was as if this was a one off message to me to explain the concept of the total love that comes from Spirit/God/The Universe.

Although I say I never forgot the dream, I don’t mean I kept reliving it, but simply from time to time over the years would mention it to Reiki students or when I was giving a reflexology treatment to explain this concept of total love.

Over the years the message in the dream was to underpin everything I began to learn about my spiritual growth, my purpose here on earth, my belief we are all here to make a difference. So having done its job the dream became so hidden at the back of my mind it was almost but not quite forgotten.

Fast forward to 2021 and I find have been undergoing a bit of personal metamorphosis recently. Because of the situation at home, although I still cared about my charity work and put my all into it, I had shutdown me, and my spiritual growth, which as you can tell has since been reawakened and taking off like a rocket again.

So imagine this, a few days ago I am video chatting with my very dear friend (about whom I often mention on here) and suddenly the sun appears behind him setting off the same glow I saw during that dream. A reminder that I was still loved and protected? A sign that I was definitely travelling in the right direction? That, thanks to my friend and our chats I had been able to find my way back to reconnecting with Source? I personally believe all three, but I would really love to hear from anyone who follows my blogs what They think. I never take anything for granted, but that reminder which happened only a few days ago, made me realise once more how deeply our Master loves us and wants us to continue spreading the light and love wherever and whenever we can. 24.09.21