I WISH YOU HAD TOLD ME FIRST

I wish that you had told me, I wish that you had said

Not for me to see it in someone elses page as something that I read

I would not have told you yesterday all the things that I had felt

I would have kept it to myself, the cards that life has dealt

I wish you love, a life well led, it is what you deserve

You are so kind and loving to all of those you serve

I knew the rules, you made them clear

And at least our friendship lasts, my dear

Our friendship we both know that it will never die

Ancestry also is a link our lives before doth tie

So see my smile and take my love, for I wish you oh so well

The hurt’s in me now will mend as far as I can tell

I long for one last time together, but it seems it will not be

You were always clear, I knew the rules, but I still wish it had been me

When we speak again, it will be as friends, that I really understand

Talk to me as you have always done, authentic will be just grand

And as I write I know you sleep, thousands of miles away

Oh would that I could kiss you once more as you begin your day

For just that one last time, you know as lovers not as my friend

This lifetime no, it may not be, present or past it will never end

This tie that binds through karma, its such a mystery

And when we’ve lived our many lives, we know our souls are free

NAMASTE (and always loving Reiki)

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