Dawn Loves Buttercups

I lie alone in this huge bed and think of the year that’s passed

I feel so sad for past events and time that went so fast

Yet differently I would not act nor change the way I thought

I am wise enough to know when a fight should not be fought

And as alone I contemplate what this New Year may frame

I know that I will always deeply love my friend who has no name

May I suspend my Karmic account just so I can understand

Why Source brought us together yet across a different land

The time the space did all accord, yet it seems it’s not to be

Yet loving doesn’t stop when its just your own reality

Unrequited love you say, not really as it’s true

The Love we share is just the Divine and from his point of view

Our Master knows far more than we, the purpose and the reason

He knows that loving friendship lasts forever, not a season

And so I put my trust in God, for he will see me through

This love I have for my dear friend desires his happiness his true

And so I take it on the chin my feelings are mine alone

I’d rather have my friend for life, than lose how we have grown

As time is getting nearer to return to my homeshore

Reality becomes a word to use, though I could not love him more

I understand so much and yet so very little

Oh Source, why is it that Karma is never hard and brittle

it twists and turns as you meet again in this life, the past or next

The knowing that our work’s not done, can only leave us vexed

And will the unfinished story be told time and time again

Or will the work that’s left to do still fit in this timeframe

We do not know, we cannot tell what only God doth know

I only know it’s he who says, Let Me handle things, let go