Dawn Loves Buttercups

Green 💚 represents the heart chakra.  So that’s why I have chosen this title today

I am listening to Nirijan Kaur as I write this and “I am” comes on next and I am reminded of the manifestation chart you sent me three years ago with the words IAM written on the heart in the centre.

I had to break away from our hugs, but I wanted them to last forever.  Forgive me for avoiding eye contact on both occasions afterwards, but I was far too vulnerable to let you read my eyes and so I turned away, saving you from seeing my pain and giving myself space to gather my resolve to remain your friend and not to lose that friendship which is dear to both of us.

And  I returned to me as if there had never been anything between us so that I could focus on your auras and information passed to me by Spirit.  I had to clothe myself with Reiki and step outside of my humanity to surrender to Him if I was to connect with Spirit. 

There is so much I need to say about what I saw in your and others auras coupled with the dynamics of those few days as I stepped back into my role as your  friend, a therapist and,  laterly, a spiritual reader of auras.  What I saw was very real and I tested to make sure that it was so.  I took myself out of the equation and looked at you all as individuals with no connection to me.

It’s hard to know,  even harder to know no matter what I have seen, it’s not for me to interfere in any way.

Strange I feel safe in writing this as I believe you hardly ever read anything I write in these pages anymore, and I needed to get this down.  Living this human experience would still be difficult even if we never made mistakes and it is those mistakes that show us spiritual ability is something we forget to apply for ourselves.

Your beautiful family both here and those that have already gone home only want the best for you

Namaste dear friend