Dawn Loves Buttercups

Over the last few years I have begun to develop spiritual gifts which have clearly lay dormant for some while.

When I first became a Reiki Master I began to feel a cobwebs like feeling all over my face and hair, sometimes the feeling of someone’s hands on my shoulders.  After a while I found it annoying and actually said “go away”!  It did as it was bid and completely disappeared until I moved to live in a new place far away from my old life.  Now, I have been a therapist for many years and a Reiki Master for 22 years.  I continued to practice my modalities throughout all that time, but never allowed myself to completely open to Spirit until about 2 years ago.

More than intuition, I began to see auras and the more I opened myself, the more these gifts began to develop.  I get messages and sometimes even know who they are from. 

Although this is a beautiful thing to have happened (and yes the cobwebs are back) it also can be a bit of a testing time.  For example, about two months ago whilst in Edinburgh I saw something which greatly surprised me and received messages which I was supposed to pass on.  I doubted everything I had seen and heard because I didn’t want to get involved.  It was none of my business and not my journey.  However, Spirit just wouldn’t leave me alone as the days turned into weeks and eventually July became August and then September.  I had still not done as I was asked to do apart from one thing, I was asked to buy a lavender plant for her  memorial garden.  Having done so, she told me I was being cowardly and that I had no alternative but to speak up!

Oh how hard this was!  I muscle tested so many times and it was on my mind until I promised I would do as requested.  So this morning, I took a deep breath and spoke up whilst I still had the opportunity and,  out it all tumbled.  The sense of relief was enormous because I knew Spirit would not have left me alone until I had completed what was asked of me. As I stepped out of the car I heard her say, “thank you” and felt the cobwebs again.

No matter what, I cannot ignore Spiritual gifts, I will not deny them, but sometimes I am put in a very difficult position and I cannot interfere.  Things must reveal themselves over time and the rest is up to the person receiving the message.  I will not say “go away”, or, “leave me alone” to Spirit ever again.  However, I wish at times they were a bit more gentle with me not putting me in a difficult position.

That is all.