Tag: Note to Self
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THE OCEAN AND I AM BUT A DROP WITHIN
I feel the sand between my toes damp, cold, gritty and sharp as I walk towards the foam lying upon the sand. The waves mesmerising me, calling me forth to take one step and then another. Cold and afraid I walk towards my destiny. I am alone knowing that I am drawn to them just…
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MY THREE WISHES
You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for? Without the one, the other two won’t come to pass so it’s something I will keep to myself. Travel and distance means separation is inevitable. So I live in the moment, keeping those wishes in my heart holding them in a sacred space that…
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Midnight musings
Let me open my mind so you see it bare And I will show you naked honesty, if I can, if I dare Let me open my heart and watch every pulse And I’ll show you Love This life is unreal and so very false Let me open my arms knowing you cannot step in…
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DAYS WHEN I CRY A LITTLE MORE THAN I SHOULD
It doesn’t happen often, yet there comes a time when the sadness is upon me, worse because I have no one to turn to. Priorities change and sweet moments will disappear, passing into weeks in between and, knowing that I can do nothing about it is probably the most difficult thing of all. It’s not…
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THE SADNESS IS UPON ME
My name was not chosen for me. Both my sisters (who both sadly died far too young) were going to have my name as my mother liked it so much. She was persuaded to choose other names. These sisters were 10 and 15 years older than me, and as a surprise pregnancy just after the…
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THERE IS MORE THAN ONE ME
After learning so much from you regarding aspects of self, I have realised over the past year there’s more than one me who shares my human body and more especially my mind and emotions. These are three I have come to know well and understand more each day. I am sure more exist and I…
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MY DEFENCE MECHANISM IS SELF DESTRUCTIVE
A recent group family outing photograph, allowed me to see the health damage I have been inflicting upon myself. Allowing winter weight to pile on the pounds is my familiar “go to” defence mechanism whenever I am struggling emotionally. It’s a pattern deliberately (whether consciously or subconsciously) I see myself absorbing when faced with emotions…
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When Rules are Broken
I wasn’t supposed to feel like this, I’ve always known The Rules, So I fill my time,create my home And garden with all the tools Lies we tell ourselves, how useless Overthinking is quite overrated So cancel now distract yourself Erase what’s just been stated I cancel my own sabotage I return to sacred space…
Dawn Loves Buttercups 